Alright, so a lot of people ask me “How did Christian Beadles save your life?” So here, I am going to tell you just how he did it. Yeah, leggo.
So when I was twelve years old, I lived in North Pole, Alaska. It was my home. I loved that place with everything in me. I could be myself there. And by “Being Myself” I mean, I was the craziest person ever. None of my clothes matched, I wore bright colors… Sometimes I even wore two different converse and whenever someone would ask me why, my answer would be, “I have two different feet, why not two different shoes?” And that’s just how I was. I was just weird, and crazy, and fun, and I was friends with everyone in my grade. I had no enemies, I was just free to be me. In Alaska I was known as “The Justin Bieber lover and Christian Beadles’ wife.” That’s how I was known in 2009. Well, In 2010 I moved. It was a really hard move for me, leaving all my friends. And the middle of 7th grade is not really a good time to move, because people already made their cliques and who they wanted to hang out with and who they didn’t. Well, when I moved here and started school I was expecting nice people but I was wrong… None of the kids liked me, and I honestly didn’t know why. They would call me ugly or call me a freak. I didn’t have any friends at all at that point, literally. I would cry in school. Because not only the kids, but the teachers would make fun of me. The principal yelled at me for nothing, and I was just done. With everything. I started to wear solid colors, and I wouldn’t leave the house unless I matched. Like everything had to match. I still got hate, people were telling me to “Go back where I came from”. And that is how my 7th grade year ended. Over the summer I didn’t have one friend. At all. I spent my birthday with my grandma and the only thing that was keeping me going was Justin Biebers music, my laptop with all my pictures and videos from Alaska, and Christian Beadles. Well, 8th grade year started and I still had no friends. I only had one, and the only reason she was my friend is because she had just moved there too, and I was the only one she could talk to.
We don’t talk anymore. Well, September 9th, 2010 I was sitting in my room and watching Shaq vs. Justin Bieber for like… the third time and I was just thinking over a lot of stuff. I was thinking about Alaska, and how I was never going to see my friends again. I was thinking about all the names people had called me, all the people that put me down. It was all playing over and over again in my head. I was literally having a break down. I was crying really hard, and I was thinking about doing something that I would later on regret. I was… depressed. I wanted to end everything. Well, Christian Beadles was on twitter and at the time I got his tweets to my phone. So I got on my laptop and I honestly don’t know what compelled me to tweet him. But I did. I told him, how I was crying and how I had no friends and that I just moved. I know it probably sounds stupid, but he was literally the only person that I could talk to. I guess I just wanted to get it all out to someone, and I honestly did not think he was going to get it. But he did. He replied to me, and that night I just felt so happy. I hadn’t been that happy in a long time. That is when something clicked, and it was just like “Rainbows come after the rain”. That is the motto I live by. The next day I went to school with more confidence than ever. At the time I had heard about a girl in my home room that loved Justin Bieber and she was a huge Justin Bieber fan. So I was like “Maybe she knows who Christian Beadles is”. So i walked up to her and I told her what happened and she freaked out with me. That was the first time I had ever really talked to her and now she is my best friend in the entire world. She is literally my other half and I don’t know where I would be without her. I honestly don’t know if I would be breathing if it wasn’t for Christian Beadles…
So uh… yeah. The end. Akdjlfkgjdfgkj.